A few months ago I was quite disappointed in my relationship with my significant other. Over the years, it went from being a awesome thing, to being a boring relationship. Why you ask? Well kind folks, you understand - stuff gets in the way. It starts with owning a place. It then comes to pregnancy. More yelling.
I found interesting advice here:
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It is not that I do not adore my girls. The responsibilities that arise have become a set of situations that I just agred to unintentionally to stop wanting to graps.
The attached life has been a great existence. I did not want to leave that. However, I shall always be a man. I wanted to have that excitement that came with a newly acquired lady. That feeling that someone desires *me* once more.
That is what pushed me into longing for a fresh quest. This wasn't mapped out at any level. It 'simply happened' - out of the blue. Having an affair was not something I desired to have consciously. Affairs have a stigma associated with that affair. You rarely engage them with ease. You just get annoyed with a commitment & take a risk ahead of your face.
It wasn't about my girlfriend. It was toujours about moi. I began looking on the web for an answer on how to fix my relationship. I ended up ending on this website:
dating a married woman I did not want my affair to destroy the family. I love my partner and the kids. I just wasn't getting the incredibleness I needed out of the whole thing. I deemed that if I was going to cheat on my wife, it should have been a short term thing. And it was. I met Jennifer on the web on a website that was referred by a guy I know. She was hilarious and incredibly pure - on the internet.
So I decided to meet her. After a few too wicked cocktails, we leave separately (for impressions)- we did what we had to do - she asked for my phone at the finality of the evening, which I took for a re-invite.
Then she went NUTS on my butt. She just beginned messaging, anndcalling & sending emails to me like a nutcase. One desire: to fkup my marriage. She stated she'd look up my girlsfriend. She said she'd fk me out of my life.
Thankfully I had a backup method!!! named:
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